Our Why

I struggle relating to a lot of blogs out there, the women just don’t seem real. Their ability to walk in heels every day, to them eating salmon and steamed asparagus every night… I just can’t connect with them. With this in mind, I figured there must be countless people like me out there. Everyday incredible people, who want a real place to call their online home. And so CIEKAIKAI was created. 

Living with depression and anxiety is hard but somehow over the last 10 years, I’ve been continuously successful in not letting it weigh me down. Don’t misunderstand, depression and anxiety are always there I’ve just found ways of overcoming them. This blog isn’t just for mental health because my life isn’t only about that. It’s a real view on how a woman handles different aspects of her life while dealing with different hardships. 

I want to give people a real view on real topics. There are certain subjects I know more about than others, however, I’m willing to put in the time to find real answers for you, no sugar coating.


If there’s ever a topic you would like to be featured contact the site and we will see what we can do.

ciekaikai was created as much for me as it was for you.

*Keep in mind this site is closely monitored. CIEKAIKAI was created for thoughtful conversation and debate, hate speech will not be tolerated and will be removed at once.*